I should write more often

this is my post-of-shame...is such a thing exists...
I have ignored this blog...my getaway point for more than an year...

and what has it made mee...more miserable i might say and a complete sucker for companionship...

so i decided that since im anyway gonna be cuddled in a corner watching castle, white collar, greys anatomy, revenge and many more impossibly unrealistic tv series and counting my depressions away i might aswel do something that would actually take me out of the BIG BLUE spell im under...

well my life these days go on..as getting up going for classes..coming back...sleeping...unsuccessfully hitting the gym coz i have PUT ON 10 KGS since i came here...sighhh..and studying and sleeping...

i miss home..i miss the sunshine..the bright blue skies and THE REALFRIENDS..the ones who would come over take you out and make your life a BAG of fun...:)))

i miss going to places like Galle face..or even Galle since the highway opened...i miss the FREE FUN..we seem to have at home and which we seem to have taken so much for granted...

Its been months since i went out...chilled...the main reason..is i dont have the people to go with and the second is everything IS SOOO RIDICULOUSLY EXPENSIVE here..

either im too aloof...a born loner..or my type of kindred spirits are scarce....
im still thinking about it...

Im the shy type who doesnt make friends that easily you know..

ohhh life sure is a sucker punch at times...

Hugs and kisses to all...
God Bless.