Incredibleee Mee...:P

im backkk

After like Ages....

and im proud to say that im done with one year of uni...and i survived!!!

do you know how many times i logged in to this page and never posted...i kinda have become addicted to the Facebook format...

when you just log in for a break, check for new updates and log out soon before anyone sees you online and will catch you for a nicee long awesome chat....

loads of changes and loads of things have happened...

well one of the reasons i didn't write her any sooner was that i had exams...ONE MONTH OF EXAMS...how brutal can it get right...

and right before that i kinda did something stupid...kinda the thing you expect from a person like me to get wrapped around you knoww...

as the kid and abu his roomie always says...im the type which trouble follows....not real trouble..you know the careless stupid typeee...

For example...

when i was in 3rd Grade and when those big iron automatically closing doors were first introduced to Sri Lanka..my daddy dearest installed one to his office room and i, once when i got home... forgot that the door kinda closes automatically... forgot to take my hand off the door while i was chatting with my dad after school...got all my knuckles in my right hand broken..ohhh yes... all 5 of them....

Then there was in Grade 4 when i got Dengue...and went into a coma coz the hospital misdiagnosed me..but i the super fighter survived...lol..i mean yeah not exactly like that...but i survived...

Then exactly one month before my A Levels i kinda was walking up the stairs with a plate full of hot hot pol rotti to my room coz i had some sums to do..and as soon as i was about to climb up the last step i kinda slipped and fell ...all the way down...:S...

nooo i wasn't home alone...my mum was there...i guess she kinda screamed the house down...i kinda was not conscious for a day...and was in hospital...but ..not even a fracture to a bone...yeyyiiii...:)))..

sooo you get the picture right...im one of those fortunate people who...survives despite it all...

sooo yes as i was going to sayyy...

what i did THIS time....

Could you guys have guessed it...something that i haven't managed to commit myself in to...

well New years eve...we all Sri Lankans went to Rustaveli...the industrial hub to watch fireworks and they have this incredible concert...(mostly in Georgian..but you kinda know whats happening...)...

The whole city square is shut down and the whole place becomes a wonderland of fairy lights...

and there are ppl everywhere..like bees in a bee hive...

It was an incrediblee firework display...

we Sri Lankans...in this little foreign land...together...away from homee...drank the beauty of it all...hoping it would replace the feeling of not having Family around at the dawn of a New Year...a New Decade...The most important time of our lives...

I will tell you i got a tiny bit home sick...but the wishes the warm hugs and the togetherness that brought us together as we yelled the count down at the top of our voices made us realize that we are indeed one big family over here...

as we walked..and walked..wishing and laughing with strange ppl...we missed the last metro...

and we all decided to Cab it homee...

everyone pooled in..

we four girls plus the KID in one Taxi as the boys refused to send us alone...even though it means the kid had to drop us and walk to his place...he came with us...

we came near our Flat...i Payed the driver and i refused to take money from the KID coz he came to drop us..not nicee right...

The next thing i remember is...

Waking up yelling "Ammaaaaa.." inside an MRI machine...

for some reason as soon as i woke up i remembered that i was crossing the road with the Kid Opposite our building and that the girls were behind me...and then i knew the MRI was in a hospital..which means i got knocked...by a Car or something...sooo..but im alright...

The Doc came to mee...spoke to me in English and said..a nice looking man...

"You got in to an accident...don't worry..your at the hospital...i know your hurting...but please stay still for the MRI...you know the process because i believe your a Med-Student..."(all this i figured out before he told mee....hehehe...)

All i could stutter was the one thing that kept running inside my head..MY FRIENDS...THE GIRLS AND THE KID...

The doc said none of then were hurt...only i was knocked by the car...

and i blanked out..coz they sedated mee...

Next time i woke up was to the same doc..who asked me if im allergic to Local Anesthesia...which i said no...and believe me...i couldn't feel a thing..nothing hurt....and i really don't remember anything about getting knocked...:S

Then he took scissors...he said i needed stitches on my head...i told him not to cut my hair...hehehe...how silly can i get at a time like that right...

he said he will try his best...and he started stitching...and i blacked out againnn...

next time i woke up...no clothes...yukkkk...with just a robe...and a man was at my bed side...

I panicked...

I called the nurse they changed my bed clothes there was alot of blood...:(((

apparently that was the fourth time they changed my sheets...

i told them to pls call my friends...and she gave me a phone...

she asked me if i remember who to call and i said yes...

I called the KID...no answer...

I tried the Girls...No answer....

I tried The Kid's roomie...No answer...

Then finally the KID's landline...

and he picked up...

i said...only one sentence..

"Please come take me...there is a weird man near my bed and he is not going and bring clothes for me...All clothes..."and i was hoping he would understand what i meant by "All Clothes"hehehe...

The doc came as soon as i finished the call...

he said...i have no internal injuries...no fractures...

But i have a Blunt Head Trauma with 6 stitches..on my Occipital bone..that is near the top back of the skull...and that i have a Blood clot on my right leg were the Car hit me...and soft tissue damage to my hands and legs...which he says was caused my my fall....

and that since im young and healthy he is discharging me...Yeyyiii

And he introduced the man beside my bed as the father of the Young Man who knocked mee..

ooopss...

Then the Kid and the girls came in...i was delighted...

and i was wheeled home amonst love and happy teary smiles...

To Be continued.....lol...

See what i mean...I am a real Trouble attractor...

God Bless ya...

Hope you ppl are safe and good...

Hugs and kisses...

Hello there..:)

hey just a quick buzz in to let everyone over here know that i'm alive and kicking over there...:)))

yeahh...Pilled up with work, credits and exams....

ttyl..

God Bless...

Hugs..

Life is goodd...:)))

This is where i stand NOW..

SOOOO....

I'm back to normal...not that i was ever normal...more like back to being mee....:)))yeyyiii

lets say i'm back to being the extra-ordinarily normal meeee...:D

sooo studies are coming back to me...and i'm having fun..wasting less time...and i take time to play and also talk to people more often...sooo yeah...i'm getting back on-track...not really there....but i know i'm getting there....

1 more week for my friends to come back...and i survived two LONGGGG..months without them around..i guess this wasteful vacation did make me realize how much i love working and studying and the whole exhausted feeling of being buried in studies...i like it in a totally normal way...:P

sooo far..life is going easy...except....some stuff...:))

well lets see...this is what it is...Where i stand...

1st year Med student...doing well sooo far...looking all good...:)))

Torn away from my awesome friends who loved me to death and who practically was around me to help me out of all the crazy things i get into...the type of friends who finishes your sentences for you..and who were just a text away...

And sometimes it's hard to keep in touch with them...i dont blame them...but life sure is crazy....

It sometimes blindly throws you out..and you have to sort of start all over again..

It's kind of fun you know...building up your own identity...and all...

Then life i guess is also trying to make me realize that i have to step out of my comfort zone...the friends who knew me...well enough to help me out even without asking....because i feel really uncomfortable asking people for help...but i'm always ready to help anyone else...

Sooo life is playing this cruel trick on me...asking me to open up and make close friends like i used to have...and to live life with them...sooo i'm going to do that...hopefully...

Because i guess it's time to change a little bit..change is a good thing sometimes...:)))

And then i have to realize certain things about this KIDS issue...

I have to confide in a girlfriend...because sometimes boys dont think like girls...and girls think a lot right...soo I've decided to open up to someone...who can probably help me out with the different stuff i stumble upon...

who said life and Love is easy right...

And i kind of hinted to my mum....about the KID...and so did he to his parents...:S

My Mum...likes the KID a lot...BUT ...the age...she was concerned,,,she said that since i'm the elder one it's going to be really difficult for me later in life...to think about it a lot...her exact words were..."Putha think about it ...i dont want you to get hurt...people will cause problems for you..laugh at you...and since it's a TWO year gap i dont think his parents will like it..."

:((((

well...now i dont know...

she also said..."Putha he is a nice boy..i like him a lot...i wish he was your age or elder..i really do...but think about it...before you do something.."

Usually when a mum says think about it..it means they are scared for you..and that they want to protect you...so they dont like it...:((she said she was sad that the KID is so much younger to me...

The KIDS's Parents...."She is a lovely girl...only if she was younger.."

Big sigh...so i still didn't tell the kid how hurt i am of this...since he is all psyched up about coming back to see mee.after not being around for 2 months...

This is where i stand???

what do i doo???

What do i say????

All i know is...i like my life right now...and i have realized the meaning of ..

"Dont let yourself go...everybody cries...and everybody hurts..."

So...i'm blank right now..i mean...i'm just gonna live life...and really live it...enjoy it...no matter what...time lost cannot be taken back...

And People are the most important...you can relive the memories that you treasure the most...sooo i'm going to make more memories...loads of them...

KID and ME..i really dont know...may be i will talk to him...and see..what we can do...:(((

it's just one side of life...

what do you think???

Big hugs to all...i guess we all hit the rough bottom sometimes...this is to all those times...

God Bless...

This is not me... :S

I have been rudely ignoring you all...because i have been out and busy...not the type of busy-ness where you are working sooo hard on some humanitarian project...or... definitely NOT studying....

Well i have been up and about....i have been out a lot...on movie nights, sleep overs, badminton tournaments...and even tried my hand at basketball...hehehe...yeah..i have been all school girly the past few weeks trying to spend the final weeks of my summer vacation..or rather the only vacation i might get for the next 5 years of my life....more simply and with the little things...

I realized that sometimes to have the best times of my life i do not need money or fancy long trips that needs extensive planning...All i need is a healthy dose of humor...a nicee bunch of friends who are willing to have a good time and activities...which may vary from cooking naan for dinner to playing basketball..or watching horror movies back to back till dawn...:)))

Yes i absolutely agree with the person who said that the best things in life are free.....:)))

And there is more..This is definitely not me...i'm a PERFECTIONIST...yes in Capitals...I even have my life plans blocked out as 5 year plans so that i know clearly where i want to be exactly in a given period of time...

And i do not waste time...like this..The normal me would be preparing for my next semester now..and reading all the study material ....or more like that is, what i know i should be doing...

And right now...it's late and i'm not falling asleep...which is also weird...:)

And i'm thinking...i guess women do think a lot...but i think A LOT...and more deeply...

I'm thinking...i started my dream career by entering uni...but can i afford to complete it???...mum says she will somehow....

can i afford to pay myself on studying PG later...

Where will i be...will i be able to write PLAB,USMLE...can i afford it???

What about all the plans i made about taking care of my mum one day...when will i ever get there..

And i think time is running too fast...i mean i'm OLD...:(..i just started uni and my friends are graduating next year....soooo yes they did Londons....but yet....

And This is not me because i do not think like this...I think positive....

I am this strong willed..iron strong...confident person...

I was never weak or vulnerable like this....

WHATS HAPPENING..

And alsoo...i'm fallen for the KID...like A LOT...and it's confusing..because i have never let anyone in to my life like this...I am a very closed up person...

and i kinda mess up a lot of things between the KID and me...because of my stupid mouth and my ignorance...

I was Miss-know-it-all....Goody-two-shoes...i was not supposed to be dating a guy two years younger to me...and wasting my time...

I should have my priorities set right...

Ok sooo may be i'm like totally fallen for him and nothing matters when it comes to him...i only wish he was around...and not like a many thousands of miles away...he would know to make me feel better....

Right now...i do not know..why i'm not falling asleep....

Is it because....i need to know that the KID still loves me...for the Stupid person i'm turning out to be...(I am this Perfect person....)

Is it because i am seriously concerned about my future and the word Money that is determinedly trying to dash my dreams and expectations...

Is it because i'm completely going insane...

But all in all...after writing this i feel a bit better...

I have been through Hell to get here...so yeah I'm not gonna break down now...

i will be fine..i will be back to the normal me...

The crazy-love-hungry-perfectionist....this is just a phase...

I will have a nicee chat with my mum and the KID..

AND i will know that people love me like i love them...and that the world is indeed not such a bad place after all....

Love me people...:)))coz i sure do love you all..

Gone totally insane...but still smiling..

God Bless..

This is the Song...for mee..for the day...gets you thinking...

I want to be a Billionaire...:D

ok...soooo

Lets say that some people have various ways of letting off their steam..some just meditate..(boring..for me...cant sit in one place...never could..:P..)some take up Yoga..(Still cannot...not the flexible kind..)..Some do intense training..(Like Boxing..love my knuckles too much)..some watch Movies..(I doo sometimes)..Some eat chocolate and ice cream..(Love doing this..main consequence...next whole week you have to watch out your food...because you put-on and it's no fun,,) AND some Go Shopping...(My favorite as well as a favorite of a real close friend of mine...*you know who you are...wink..wink..)

Well and as you know..since i have time to kill...and the determination to see the country as much as possible during the holidays...we went off to a shopping district...LILO..

Main purpose...Buy my friends winter jackets..

Four girls along with one guy...poor fellow..he was just too bored to stay at home so opted to come with us..i guess he just didn't know what he bargained for..

The boy was given the responsibility in finding the Metro and bus route...as apparently this place is like an hours travelling out of the city...and we heard that the place is BIG and that you can get anything there...for quite a cheap price...

Yes the magic word..Cheap...:))))

and why did i goo???because i needed to take my steam off....a pair of simple Polaroid shades..:))..innocent right???

The big question..why buy winter jackets in the middle of the blood boiling skin burning heat...because...during the season the clothes are way too expensive....way to expensive to fit in to the limited budget of a parent funded med student...:(((

So we compromise to give our parents a break and try to make do...you know what i mean right..

So we meet up at 9am at the metro station..my roomie and i had rice for breakfast because we knew that we might need all the energy in the world...:))

The boy was on time...but he was too lazy to cook and was starving..

The other two..same story..

We ask the boy directions..

He said, we need to take the metro to Wagsal station..get down... change the metro and get into the other one and head to Isani..and then take a MachuteCar..(Mini-bus...kind of like Vans...you get in Georgia for reasonably short distance travelling out of main cities)..But as usual..he didn't know the number...or to which direction we should go..left or right...hehehe...typical...why did we ask a boy to get directions...and since every board and bus direction plate were written ONLY in Georgian..OMG...it felt awesome...hehehe..

Anyway..we set off...went to Isani safely...got out..everyone...was wishing so badly for a Saiwar kade...or a kottu joint...and my tummy was practically Screaming for hoppers or string hoppers with kiri hodi and sambol...ooohhh..how we take Sri Lankan food for granted...

But instead had to go to a cafe..and eat yucky Shawarma..i mean it's not bad...but that's all this country has got for you know on the go food..and we have eaten our share of it..and is kind of really sick of it...

and we headed off...asking everyone on the way in sign language...the number to go to LILO...thats the name of the trade city..and finally got in to number 236..:)))

And these tiny things go super fast...i'm sure we were doing around 90 to 100 Kph...AND it was coool...we went along the way spent 80 Tetri...(Currency here...Amounts to just..0.43 USD..) and arrived safe..and whole..lol..

It was like a place around 5 times of Pettah..the amount we saw...and when you enter the by lanes...you figure it's this HUGE MAZE of absolute bliss for a shopoholic like me...or for any girl..

The Clothes...

The Shoes...

The Tincklets...

The Boots...

The everything..

So we shopped..more like window shopped...stopping here...stopping there...touching something...going to buy something..then being fiercely pulled away from something..pointing and walking...

The Clothes..beautiful...i need to come up with a better word..tiny pink shorts to gorgeous sun dresses to amazing tube evening gowns to chic skinny jeans...there were countless times when my friends had to come back looking for me...because i was day dreaming in front of some dress..in a shop..:))))hehehe..

The shoes...cuee bubblegum colored canvasses...lovely sleek heels..and then it caught my eyes..SEXY BOOTS...ohh yes...i said it...they were awesome..and i made up my mind..I'm going to let my steam off buying SEXY BOOTS and Shades..

Since i anyway needed a pair for winter..i thought you know...may be it's for future use..and tempted the other ladies into eying the boots..and it worked...to the utter dismay of the tired worn out boy...who has been walking around with us for over three hours wondering why on earth we have not yet bought anything...lol

How can you decide when you are in this breath taking place full of material beauty and temptation that God and Buddha warned us about..hehehe...Boys never get it anyway..:P

Found Jackets...But they were way beyond our budget..they were like 300Lari to 600 Lari around (200 USD to 500 USD)..way out...

Sad heartedly we gave up..knowing that after 5 hours of walking through this maze ...that it was useless....but i was restless...i needed to let my steam off..and plus the girls had to buy the winter jackets...

Soo we headed off in another bumpy but high speed 1.20 Lari ride back to Wagsal...square..a place like Pettah..but not as varied and huge like LILO...

and here we found...

SEXY BOOTS..

and can you guess it..

Yes i bought..i bought Sexy boots...for 45 Lari...and sent a text to my mum after buying it..hehehe...Because i didn't want to spoil the moment...with my greatest newfound treasure...:)))

and i like the tempting devil made my friends buy boots too...and the spree for Jackets were thus forgotten..

All in all i need to mention that today was one of those rare days i really wanted to be rich..

I was thinking as i glimpsed each item i wanted to buy...what if i had money..not that i dont..but more than enough...just more...like i would have bought a truck load of stuff from LILO... because there were things to buy and to walk away from such a place buying nothing is like shopping suicide...but i guess it teaches us control...spoils us little less...and makes us appreciate life a little bit moreee...

But i almost cried when i walk out on those dresses and shoes....i badly wanted to be a billionaire as shallow as it may seem..we all come across these days...

And i know what exactly this guy was thinking when he thought this song out...

Billionaire...check it out...

God Bless...

Let your steam out...sometimes...it actually gets you thinking...with a cost..:(((

hehehehe

Enjoy..

Holidays...???fun????

The advantages of two of your flat-mates going home for the vacation...you get TWO beds...clamp it together and you get ONE BIG BED..you get an extra pillow...yeeeeyyyyiii..and a whole room to yourself..to stay in as you wish...:))))

The disadvantages...in the middle of the night you miss her snoring..when you get up countless times in the night scolding her to adjust her pillow so that she would stop it...the random talks you have until someone falls asleep.the getting up in the morning together... figuring it's too early and go back to sleep again...the absolute boredom that surrounds you because you have no-one around to bug...:(((

well..it has been long since the pals left...the guys and girls...but i'm doing fine...really bored but that dosen't mean i sit here all day ...doing nothing..lol...sometimes i dooo.

the usual days run like this..

1. wake up at 7am..figure it's too early..sleep till 11am and get up.

2. walk about...brush teeth..drink milk and start cooking lunch.

3.watch a movie..read a book..

4. eat at 5pm.

5.watch another movie..tv series...

6.go online..facebook..barn buddy..(yes i actually started playing it coz i have nothing else to doo)..skype..chat...etc.

7.dinner at 11.

8.watch movies and read till like 5am..

9. sleeep...

hehe i knowwww..what a time waster right...but i have promised myself that from tomorrow it's going to be more productive.and i'm going to stick to it..

the productivity schedule..

1.get up at 8am..go jog(need to get all the fatness off)

2.10am read

3.start going through my course work..:(((..have to keep up with studies..

4.cook and eat

5.watch something

6.go for a walk

7.go through course work

8.chat...facebook...skype..barn buddy..(cant give up now can i??..lol)

9.read

10.sleep by 2am..hopefully before..

wish me luck..hope i stick to this..

God Bless..

Enjoy..:)))