Lost Child...

We all know how people keep writing songs and poems about the lost children...
And we are all amazed by how much creativity a soul can conjure up...

Well I'm officially a lost child..may be girl..
I am lost when it comes to relationships..it seems that I have been left behind..
I am lost when it comes to finding myself..I'm yet to realize my full potential..I think that is a great thing...
I am lost when it comes to my future..I expect so much for me..and have so many dreams..that I'm afraid that I will never get there..
I am lost when it comes to age..I'm 24 and still growing up...
I am lost when it comes to people..I'm surrounded by so many yet..I can honestly say that none of them are my REAL people..
I am lost when it comes to the concept of SOMEONE
and so I am one of the forgotten lost people..

When I read what I just typed above..I realized that it is all not bad...I'm still growing..I'm still dreaming and I m smart enough to know the true colors of people..and most importantly I have not yet lost hope...

I think. Are all lost children in some aspect...waiting for our moment to shine...waiting for our moment of freedom...

Embrace the loneliness...
Some of the greatest people in the world started off like you and me...by being complete loners..

Here's to us..the lonely lost children...may we at least find each other...

God Bless you all
Hugs and kisses.

proposals....:((((

your mum telling you in the middle of exams that you need to seriously respond to the many proposals that she has found...is not a good thing....
now i cant concentrate...
life with a person unknown to my 24 years of lifee....for ever...
i cant live with a person i have NEVER known in my lifeee...
God knows who he is and what he is uptoo..
being a med student really widens your awareness to how weird, crooked in the head and sick people can beee...

Not a good timee...
sighhhhhhhhh

I should write more often

this is my post-of-shame...is such a thing exists...
I have ignored this blog...my getaway point for more than an year...

and what has it made mee...more miserable i might say and a complete sucker for companionship...

so i decided that since im anyway gonna be cuddled in a corner watching castle, white collar, greys anatomy, revenge and many more impossibly unrealistic tv series and counting my depressions away i might aswel do something that would actually take me out of the BIG BLUE spell im under...

well my life these days go on..as getting up going for classes..coming back...sleeping...unsuccessfully hitting the gym coz i have PUT ON 10 KGS since i came here...sighhh..and studying and sleeping...

i miss home..i miss the sunshine..the bright blue skies and THE REALFRIENDS..the ones who would come over take you out and make your life a BAG of fun...:)))

i miss going to places like Galle face..or even Galle since the highway opened...i miss the FREE FUN..we seem to have at home and which we seem to have taken so much for granted...

Its been months since i went out...chilled...the main reason..is i dont have the people to go with and the second is everything IS SOOO RIDICULOUSLY EXPENSIVE here..

either im too aloof...a born loner..or my type of kindred spirits are scarce....
im still thinking about it...

Im the shy type who doesnt make friends that easily you know..

ohhh life sure is a sucker punch at times...

Hugs and kisses to all...
God Bless.