NEED TO FORCUS

does this happen to you????

suddenly you book your ticket to get back home for the 21st of July because even though the exams are finishing on the 8th, you just wanna be sure that ...only in caseee..you have to repeat..you are able to sit for those exams aswell..

then your mum realizes that your exams finish on the 8th and re-book the ticket for the 12th...(how great is a mother's love right????...try explaining to her why you thought 21st would be a batter dayyy...hahaha..im not taking THAT risk..:P )

then you start studying and you plan it all out...and the deans office CHANGE the exam dates..and your whole plan is destroyed ...soo you waste another day being sad over it without studying....

while your studying you count the days that are left to go home and realize...OMG...IM GOING HOME SOON...and loses the whole STUDYMODE ...

then you realise you have to get good grades because your going home....

then you get scared because your going home after one and a half years an you dont know how much is REALLY changed back at home...

then you think if you will have your friends around like you used to...as they are all alsoo...STUDYING...WORKING...MARRIED...:((((

well change is good...but going home is even more awesomee...
im all PSYCHED...but im FREAKING OUT..coz of exams and all these additional things that keep popping into my head...while im supposed to be revising for my practicals Tomorrow...CRAP...

well the thing is I need to focus...
I NEED TOOOO...

hope you guys are all doing awesome on that end...
God Bless you all
Drop in sometime...because studying needs a bit of distractions at times...and i need it...:P
huggies...