NEED TO FORCUS

does this happen to you????

suddenly you book your ticket to get back home for the 21st of July because even though the exams are finishing on the 8th, you just wanna be sure that ...only in caseee..you have to repeat..you are able to sit for those exams aswell..

then your mum realizes that your exams finish on the 8th and re-book the ticket for the 12th...(how great is a mother's love right????...try explaining to her why you thought 21st would be a batter dayyy...hahaha..im not taking THAT risk..:P )

then you start studying and you plan it all out...and the deans office CHANGE the exam dates..and your whole plan is destroyed ...soo you waste another day being sad over it without studying....

while your studying you count the days that are left to go home and realize...OMG...IM GOING HOME SOON...and loses the whole STUDYMODE ...

then you realise you have to get good grades because your going home....

then you get scared because your going home after one and a half years an you dont know how much is REALLY changed back at home...

then you think if you will have your friends around like you used to...as they are all alsoo...STUDYING...WORKING...MARRIED...:((((

well change is good...but going home is even more awesomee...
im all PSYCHED...but im FREAKING OUT..coz of exams and all these additional things that keep popping into my head...while im supposed to be revising for my practicals Tomorrow...CRAP...

well the thing is I need to focus...
I NEED TOOOO...

hope you guys are all doing awesome on that end...
God Bless you all
Drop in sometime...because studying needs a bit of distractions at times...and i need it...:P
huggies...

The Long hours and Tall piles of Books

My title says it all...

I'm still alive...

no chronic accidents...or any harm what so ever...

didn't hurt myself or any person around me....

All i have been doing is being faithful to my dearest ever loving books....

it has come to the point in my life where i have my doubts that i would seriously might have had a stronger relationship with a book in one semester than any other person....

you are totally mistaking me if you think that I'm a total geek...which i hope i was...at times...weird i know...

well there is also the whole situation where i realised that most of my friends are in serious relationships ...like they have actually found THE person of their dream house...and SOME are getting or already Engaged to get married...Some already Married...AND SOME with kids....

to think i have only around 450 Egg's my body that can mature and fertilize and that means i Will probably be infertile when i hit 49 MAX...CRAP...

OK...i know I'm going paranoid...but sometimes it concerns me...coz I'm totally not the PROPOSAL TYPE...:(((

I'm the dreamy scholar who wants to be swept away from my feet by an Intelligent Man like Mr.Darcy...or Gilbert Blythe...even Captain Sparrow would doo...hehehe

A girl can dream...

But anything about commitment fro me will have to wait another 4 years at least...and then i would be kinda little bit old...!!!!!

Then there is the Kid...BUT i don't know...it's a living in the present thing...as you might have realise from my earlier post....

this post is to my very faithful Pal's who have been eager to hear from me from this end of the world...

The Long Hours the Big Books...the horrific final State exams are killing mee...

BUT...

I'M COMING HOME....

IN JULY...

HOME SWEET HOME...

WOULD LOVE TO MEET UP WITH YOU ALL...

take care and pls kit ....

Huggies...

God bless ya all...